Amrican Poet
Human As Art
PART I
Intro
Allow yourself to breath luminating breaths,
Some self-reflection on what you brought to be;
Your life in the making,
Yourself well conveyed,
In each of us, beauty will always lay
Deep inside your creative indulges in life,
To your interpretations relished in acceptance
Sculpting clarity in thoughts
Bringing yourself to aesthetics of appeal so,
Your journey becomes well told as a phenomenon of choice
Roam this earth as a fury of faith,
A disturbance upon your once lost soul,
A torturer of fate, longing for
A reconciliation in your disdain
A willingness to see, a willingness to arrive
In each step you will survive, another step of faith;
Further you go, further you enter, a potential of self,
An arrival to be heard, an arrival to be seen;
Conjectures of an existence, a preponderance of belief
Unwilling to abide to a sworn state of thought,
An idealist in perception lacking in distribution;
Whether you doubt, an unknown
Self-strangulation entails
Of sorts; a moratorium in effect, lacking in belief
Living, still, in disdain
Forever is a feeling you are losing to procure through
Acts of defiance, relishing the thought of one day
This will end, one day forever will not be today
This fate of eternity as a fact of life
This fate of never ending causes me to despise;
Endings are needed, as my life, like all stories are
Lived stories that end, restart, begin anew, but
Living in a story, a narrative that truly never ends,
Is the brutality of a human’s life, the bleakness we can perceive
At times self-imposed, at times a lack of control
But as all stories, if good, capture you, bring you in, enrapture your thoughts
Causing your soul to bend to the story's will, with no other thoughts
But exists in the plot, the scene, the characters, as the
Novel unfolds, requiring you for the story to be told;
You will retain your faith, that in time,
This novel of creation will one day close its binding
A blissful thought,
A recompose of feeling,
Saturated in belief
A centricity of force
A current of thought
In a diversion of faith driven,
Epiphanies arise in accrual;
Arising in you is the sight
Of your soul,
An intrusion of self
A prospective lingering
A Destiny of choice
A mountainous rock of exposure,
A gathering of pain
A gathering of deliverance,
Apprehension of thought
A moment of consciousness
Arising in turmoil of
A scent of all that can be, a will to enter, a healing of wounds, procured through faith, a believer in one day, this pain will heal, this life will provide
A swift judgment of self through
A cynical death, a wrath incurred
Delivering your strength, delivering your
Disturbance in unrest
Let it rain upon hell as depicted strength of your will as a burden upon his skin of fire
Burning are your intentions, burning will you be to blame as you use his fury against him
As a cynical nature with the strength to fight, with the passion to heal
Even those scorched from centuries derived heaven’s pain will be consumed through light
As a decision to take, a decision to be had, to put out the flames ignited so long ago;
Pure faith in thought, pure faith in all, in each we can in time begin to leave our hell
That haunts us from a history so long ago;
Step into the graves of a glory past
Let go of your epitome and live in your uprisal,
In your tears resides a blissful joy
Give me your surrender, I will show you true faith
Pained into existence through a narrative ill defined;
Each step a moment in time, each moment a rise in faith,
Every step u take I will be beneath you, making the ground break
Fracturing your structure of self;
Gathering wits of exposure lit through incandescent tears of denial,
Rumination through a deathly surmise
Symmetry of self in rise;
With your pained existence exhumes a soul;
Transfusion of self to release your sins;
The savagery of a birth, the monotony in a choice
A Catering of self for the weary, delivering
A caricature of a life in grandeur
Living as an apparatus of human will,
Parting with loss as a path endured,
Larger than feeling, larger than being;
Atonement unlost, never found
Graved in senses unknown, a burial arises
In ashes I was assumed to be, in ashes I will soon be seen
With a blow of the breeze or with the slightest of breaths;
A Blonde Beast is building, an act of attrition unscathing,
As the mighty fire burned words of wisdom unsmouldered;
Flaming into breaths of new air, flaming into consciousness unheard
Embattled and engraved to a tomb with no boundaries, a burial denied
Across the paths of all that came, extinguished with ease of a tongue
Further scattered the Blonde Beast becomes, as his words are not contrived
In each is his guide, in each the Blonde Beast lives, his ideas of pure faith
Intertwined with you until the ashes bring us once again to a perceptual death
Aching brilliance lavished in grief propelling propositions of unrelenting pursuit,
A belief in architectural fury ravishing minds of intent, a lashing of tongues furthering
Concepts of human creation delivered through their own concrete form in divinity,
As a reception of thought, a belief in theory, an ideal caressing the skins of our souls intertwined;
Through fate, lasting in faith, a purposeful lacking of cause but strength arriving in the benign;
Inception of one man's intent and another's blind faith
Conjugations in disturbances surmised from a guilt of consciousness,
Lathering yourself, repetitions purveyed
Surveying your own landscape for demise,
A removal of self
Separating thoughts of indignation inward,
Throbbing veins excreting
Blood stained droplets of conjured persuasion
Berating inceptive thoughts occurring within you
Built in a flowing scheme upon your consciousness
Derived from your own fears arriving;
A rise of pain
Flowing deep within
Your self lost in the current within,
Brutally its presence is upon you,
Stains accrue as the landscape changed;
A new path delivered, but in each a stain endured
With the rise and fall of your chest, a new path
Is carved within,
Only your sins remain
Until you know yourself no more
Beat upon your ravaging of sin,
Give me your pain and I will wear your sins
Allow me in, so you can rise
Beyond conceptions you have not heard;
With a pulse,
With a pulse from within,
You will stand to rise once more;
Forgiveness is your path,
Forgiveness of self will ease
A caring tale of belief,
A caring fate you will believe
Looking within, the light will shine forth
Compel yourself as a systemic supposition of faith,
A glorious becoming of self living inside as a furor of being
A passionate soul ready to rise
A beat of persistence
A burden of proof
That you always were, the human work of art your history will show
No longer to live with the precipitous burden upon your life
No longer to live in the burial of your soul
No longer in your struggle for faith,
Starting within you resides
Through a reconciliation of self
You will say;
Today I conquered fears of uncertainty reveled in distorted
Conceptions of thought drowning my consciousness to rise from the
Waters blessed as uncompromising blind faith in a resilience
Delivered as a gift of strength as pursuit without sight, vision;
Without light, a darkness once resided now itself drowning in my
Strength, a system of faith, blind to intentions but accepted to incur;
To arise in your soul the strength to follow
Living in your pure belief in your purpose,
An uncompromising persistence upon my beating heart,
Pounding at my soul, pounding my blood to flow
To continue on its path with each pulse stronger than the last
To conquer the landscape of my life
Carving my path, flowing as life will show,
Guided without purpose, guided without sight;
Pure persistence in a fate unarrived
To live in the blinding glare of a shimmer
Penetrating your fate, arriving to deliver
A self once lost, a self yet to arrive
Your own self-discovery looming as a shadow of belief;
A recognition in sight,
Your vision swayed
As you once again remember, your life is one of blind faith
In faith you will arise, in faith you will become
A radiance of bliss
A peaceful thought of becoming,
A scented person of light
Shining with your brilliance, shining in pure hope
That each of us will become, armor for this light
Forever to discover, forever to rise
A denial of fate, a denial of self
A conflict arisen
Your life to decide
To gather your intuition
And step into this day
To fight your conflict
To fight what has been
Your narrative of despite
Your narrative to change
Endured against time,
Pain and anger looming inside
Your fight now defined
Your perspective still unchanged
Two history’s meet,
One that has been, one that has come
Further you go, deeper into faith
Further you go, to discover the truth
Yourself as a human work of art or,
Yourself as you have always been,
As the fury of the fight engages
You hold steady in one thing
That you are just as you are
A human work of art
One that lives in pain and suffering
To one day be forgotten
That one day you were suffering
But today, today you say no more
Deeper you delve, deeper you encounter
Your true sense of purpose, your true sense of desire
Inscribed in your history yet written
Your sense of self still yet defined
As the conflict endures, you will fight for more
Fight for your sense of what could be
Living in the uncertainty of definitions
In you still lacking to be seen
But one day after the next
Because you took each step as a step of faith,
Looked deep within to discover;
There is much more of you still to see
Fight the burden upon you of despair
Disparaging through swarming fears of ineptitude;
Rest in your relentlessness,
Never ending;
Decide against your disdain of self-indignation
Arriving in your sense of efficacy against
The absent feeling of loss,
Against the gravity of fallen falters
In your burden rests;
Acts of defiance loathing you in purgatory,
A perceived mental state
Tearing your consciousness into shelled halves
Disorienting your sense of efficacy in self,
Denying your freedom from your dichotomies of self
Keeping you as a miraged state in being;
Blinded in your pain
Blind in your hope,
All you can do is fight,
Fight for freedom from hate
Fight against the ravishing cravings upon you
To devour yourself internally, a self-consuming future
Anguishing you to fight,
Configure yourself as an acquirer of Good
Engaging with the bounds of humanity
In pursuit of your undying nature
To make Good as your matter of being
As your self derived state
Delivering your faith upon this earth
Not as a matter of choice, but a matter of self recognition
Devouring the pain of man, living in pure light
Free from bondages of familial descent
Free from petulance in your past
Adorned to a life for you to live
Told so your story may live,
For each of us to be relieved
Of our own suffering of choice,
To make our own decisions to stand up
Against configurations of hate
Through your light of the Golden Lion,
Each one will rise;
Rise to the strength coiling your heart,
Rise against your self-hatred
Rise against the pain that haunts you
Rise to your occasions of bliss,
A state of being
As your manifestation of care,
A purposeful design,
A strength that will not weaken
Consuming your fears
Against the darkness;
You have willed this fight
In you lives a breeding
Pulse of purity in being,
In you lives a vigor of faith,
In you resides
Your person to be,
A living purpose of design
Created for yourself;
For you to bleed your soul into life,
Weathering all that arrives
Weathering the fight for all to see
A craving for others, a well lit sun
Guiding those from dark into light;
Beckon yourself to answer your call from within
Derive your strength from your past
Let humanity bleed from your heart
And pulsate through your veins
Dig into the graves of antiquated theories surmising your rise,
Quell the influence of what haunts your gaze of influence,
Conquer the ill defeated against subordination of fate,
Gather your indignation; further your tidal to rise
Glare into your transparency of self, as an aesthetic beauty perceptually entwined to
Your journey rousing your eternity of self now becoming your existential self built through
Pure emotions of human pursuit annihilating your recited myths told in lored tales disguising
Your true self as a fantasy running in parables dismantling your conceptual belief in yourself,
Laying hidden through illusions devised to deny you to become what you have always been,
In others you wanted to see, an aesthetic beauty transcending human confinement delivering
Your truth past mirrored facades reflecting a self-imposition upon you as a chronicled narrative ruminating your senses into monotonous allegories self denying through conceptions built; for your denial of belief in who you are, a person to be perceived, a human to be defined, not as a tragedy retold, but as a human who has been, is no longer no more; your true narrative, now a human work of art
Crash down upon your pain delivering your thunderous roar
Of brutal force of narrative construction pounding granules of self
From disparate sand of glass made of clarity and translucence,
Visions seeing past the mirrored distortion of self
Let the light guide you through your new lens of
A battled self well worn, nailed together through
Your own carpentry of self-discovery and self to be
A well created piece built on this earth
An act of compulsion,
An act of uncompromising will,
Forbearance of grief;
A lighted path will flow
From the rivers of faith
To carve across this earth
For which others may flow
As a guided map for self-introspection
Venture into your disguises of a revengeful theory of self
Into the flames of vision penetrating your soul,
Acquiesce to your feelings of your human blind faith
To run the gauntlet of demise
Giving yourself to your theory of purpose
Giving intention in thought so you may
Leave behind the denied substance of self
And live in your true life's purpose
In your natural proclivity in being
With feelings in motion, your mind becomes adrift
In painted figuratives raging against your beliefs
Tormenting your desire to be, holding you beneath
Your clarity of pursuit, your vision to perceive
Further than sight can see, past emotions of precepts
Into your embattled self you transpire
Against swaying conjectures dragging you down
Towards a history now becoming long lost
Attempting to deny your path now shown;
Inward you look, at first finding nothing to be seen
To only look closer past sabotages of perceived fate,
Past the inclinations of human frailties of hate
Finding inside, you're a mind forgiven to fight
For perspective in foresight, belief in one’s light
Bringing yourself to right, a life built of your might;
Thriving in arrival, thriving in pursuit
A lifelong lived, a mind well worn
Tired in your destiny, and a bit torn
Between two theories
Two of which still well shown,
A conception of a narrative
In pursuit of anew
Your conflict arises
Yourself is subdued
Quietly you pursue
Quaintly you fight
One against the other
Definitions of self ensue;
Persistence in your fate,
Time will subdue
Giving you, the strength to endure
A battle still to be fought
A life still to live
You will never give up
You will never lose your fight
When all is beleaguered
When you feel you may fail
You will look inward to remember
Your intentions and pursuit,
Nothing will stop you
It is always up to you,
Each moment of your life
To bring yourself to
A life guided by light
Decipher your soul, raise your fate for existential denial
Of a self long living for its desired exposure
To bring yourself into this world
To create your art as a perspective on being
As yourself as you are
A human of creation
A human of art
A human work of art
Designed to give
Designed to be perceived
Just as you are
A beautiful work of art
Waiting to be seen
Waiting to simply be
Your moment of purpose
Living in your eyes
As a new history retold
Traversing your landscape of self
Devouring an eternity of thought
An identity has been defined
An identity has been abandoned
Conjured rumination has surmised
Freedom in thought now lays inside;
Deep rooted from within,
Your new self has incurred
Through your story of strength
Through your story of being,
A human like others
Living a life well procured
Follow your path, follow your instincts
Of desire and will resting in your built
Pillars of faith,
Recognition in each block built,
One after the other,
Layer after layer
Your tower of belief
Now standing tall
Now risen high
For all to see
For all to rise too
Your ascension to be, as all should be;
Their own human work of art
Built one step after the next
As a pillar risen,
Your symbol built,
As a metaphor of strength
Acquire your persistence
Relentless as you are,
Live in your will,
Devour your pain
To act on your compulsion that,
There is so much more
In a self procured to a new fate,
Fighting for strength
Fighting to abstain
From a tethering sense of self
Now balanced and apprised,
That is all it took
A long time ago
Was one blind step;
Engrained human faith
Derive your will from you past indignation of self
Use your dying years of death to incur
Clarity in your depth of inflections against
A previous courier of longing
To a wearer of your human blind faith;
Allow yourself to live, free from your narrative of pain
Disposing of your aching heart
To live in your artistic poem created in darkness
So you can live in the light,
As an aesthetic of self
Wearing all that you are
In exposure of self, an exposure to be;
I am a person, with all that I am
Nearly dispersed into dust upon this earth
But gathered to entail, my story to tell
With a will never failed,
I spread myself as incurred faith
To bring you to this day;
My humanity rests
In my written soliloquy,
My beauty will be seen
In aesthetic appeal to deliver a self endured,
You rise to your occasion of bliss
Delivering your perspectives defined
In accrual; you have been built
In your beauty you will show,
Your aesthetics in transcendence
As belief in who you are,
A human work of art
PART II
Live in your affliction of admiration, admonishing your ancient self to a memory drifting
Into a landscape foreign to your consciousness now living as your way of being
Deliver your true self into your life streaming free of your burdens once seen
A perspective once mired, now a story of how your freedom came to be
Find your sanctuary of self in proclivity fascinating your insight
Live as the ravisher of fate depleting the soul of the fire
As the executioner of choice, uncoiling the will of the serpent
Decapitating its slithering tongue of sin fueling your fire of disdain
Drive your faith upon yourself, an evolution arriving
Your compulsion becoming, abiding by
Your human belief in what one day will
Be your sanctuary of art, your masterpiece of creation,
Your haven of self sliding in-between purgatory’s edges
A creative expose of synonyms descriptive of your faith
Daring to give depths of perception scouring your burdens
Of you war chest challenging the blurred lines of heaven and hell;
Encouraged to incite, derived from the ancient's divinity
A burden to lift as a silhouette of those before you;
Two earths to live in, a synthesis in your art
Bound by duty, driven by morality assumed
You continue on, an artist of reality
A new interpretation to be refined
Inside you discover, a person no longer adrift, mired in loss, devoured by pain
But an inward light, glowing with each pulse, guiding with each beat
In your journey of self, in your journey in creating
Your human work of art,
Transcendence is occurring
Through semblance of self-casting shadows of mirrored identities
Woven together as they always were, residing in you now as your circle of self
Drawn from your own story, depicted through your life, an act of creation
You are here to define
Your self weighed against life
A self spark through an act of imagination
Lighting yourself when darkness was near
Forgiving yourself as you were
Sorry from deep within,
A sign of your core self
A perfectly caring human who at times went too far
Lacking reflection in decisions, continually on your path,
A relentless nature, never without remorse, never without compassion
But always with your heart, living in your light
Abstaining from pure darkness when temptations roared
Using your core beliefs to traverse your landscapes of life
Retaining you as you through a process now clear,
Seeing yourself as a depiction of self
Worn into your creations with a signature your very own
Showing you, as you always were, a person of loving human care
Walking in your winds, letting yourself sail in the breezes gliding you across this earth
In your newly acquired arrival of being, in your intentions of purpose in life
Touching the souls of those around you with ease in your heart,
A motion of gestures always from the kindness you are;
You engage without knowing, you engage without insight
Just gently bringing your palm to heal
Those wounded souls that if only they knew, what you know
That as you have done, others may do;
Heal their ailing self from a life not their own,
From pain incurred, pain that one day may be removed
From burdens upon their existence, in pain will be derived
Their true sense of being, as in others they have seen, inward
They will arrive at their own source of light, as inspirations for all
Creating in themselves, their own creation of being, a work of art
Living as a muse for perceptive arrival of imagination to derive
Inner strength that one day will lead them to be,
Their own human works of art, leaving their colored depictions
Of self to color this earth, just enough for others to be inspired,
For your winds to carry in your gentle breeze;
Your mark as an artist on each gentle soul you touch
Guide your deliverance of faith into the path of beauty
Resting in your peace of brilliance,
Always living now in your seeing light
Shining from within, your exuberance
Shown through tender acts of care
In the slightest of movement,
The softness of your touch is felt
Just slightly, as you pass by
Your presence is now felt
Raise your consciousness of a soul divided
In antiquated theories of self past
Touching yourself through transposed expression of your beautiful art,
Raising your consciousness of past theories of a self into a soul well woven,
As a soul appearing as it was originally conceived
Linger no more in frailty of thoughts ensuing divisive discourse,
Conjure your aspirations beyond tones of a symphony in the distance,
Attune yourself to the vibrations of an ancient lyre, built deep within
Residing in your own choir of prose forgiving cravings of the obscene;
A vibrant melody, vigilant when even in despair
Pursuing your reception even when you do not hear
Your orchestra of choice, has never been so clear;
Your constant muse of persistence, as your will you declare
Your listening voice of faith, now your path into the light
In layered precepts coinciding with your discovery
Through your journey away from perturbed self-reflection
Disingenuous to your nature to rise your risen self past mirrors of
Distortion into your metaphysical ideal vibrating choruses
Choreographed to the beat and rhythm and of your soul
Lift your disguised tranquility, your perceptual acquiescence
And deliver your veiled existence through
Your undeviated persistence holding your own form of theology,
Steadfast to your arrangement of unwavering belief,
Conforming your ideology of thought
As now an entity of integrated conceptions;
Your acumen of intent, now a freedom to live
Script your dictations of furtherment,
Transcend your concepts of conjectures inward,
Gathering your sense of self, gathering your layers beneath
To arise from ashes of dusted disdain,
Quelled no more, your blossoming occurs
Atone into your kindness lifting inspirations in spirits of human beliefs,
A conquering of self, through a pure act, a touch of light, your kindness is felt, Gently,
Burdens are lifted, your true faith has endured
Now a transcendence of self
An aesthetics exposed
Deliver your transcendence as a purposeful design arriving to this earth as your own divine providence saturating your soul in ease of self residing in your being accrued in a realm influencing your intentional acquisition of faith gently redefined as you always have been, as you have now brought forth; in semblance you now exist, you can now breath, your whispers of human light
Enter the realm of conscious semblance stirring echoes now subdued to their banality of discourse once rotting your soul, now an afterthought of consequences denied, an effect of passion for this world, to be better at a natural human state
Sublimation once awoken lays dormant in delusions, no longer an ill fate
Resting yourself in peaceful human belief;
An internal war fought
A human struggle gained,
Human triumph occurs, semblance endured
Penetrate your own consciousness to arouse instigated inception of thought kindling introspection of ideation delivering your self imagined pursuit of self for resolution of an identity imagined now becoming woven; an intimate self now known
Delivered through a previously pained heart,
Risen against infiltration of your mind
Adorning shields of strength against the brute
Will upon you through discernment of
Consciousness fracturing your once splintered
Self from frailty in being to strength in choice
Crumbling your cracks of self into cemented
Definitions of a singular purposeful design
For humanity to see, for you to be,
An artistic impression cultivated from inward
Insight tearing down constructed idealizations
Of a self unapprised of its own true nature
Pursuing conjectures of a self
Your true nature now living,
No longer broken, no longer cracked
But a singular pursual of your own
Illustrated life painted in your vision of hope
Tell your story of rhythmic despair as a story of blind human faith
Devouring the pains of human life bringing your humanity to life
As a beautiful pursuit,
An act of persuasion
From the darkness to the light,
An act of being now gained,
Your act of living now
An illustration of human faith
Listen to your heart, listen to your soul;
Its touching occasions of bliss holding you
A float, obscuring the darkness, asking for your gaze,
Asking you to hear its beat, its vibrancy;
Your source of light,
A constant muse inspiring
Your human aspirations
Leading you to divinity,
Your beacon of light
Delivering human faith
It is up to you to see, what has always been there
What is always there for you
What will be, no matter what you decide
Even when you break
Its pursuit undying
You are never alone
You never were alone
Your light is relentless
Your light is your own
Finding you when in despair
Influencing you once again to care;
A light always shining,
A light always gleaming
Live in this idea, in your freedom of choice
Knowing if you only decide
If you only let go and have faith
Your humanity will rise
Your self, a human work of art may lay
In guided light;
You may choose to live,
A decision of blind faith
A decision to lead
Deep inside, this decision rests, born into you
As a human will willing to be
Your consciousness of concern,
Your awareness to arrive
No longer misguided, no longer a depiction
Of a person tied to history's boundaries
You arrive into yourself as atonement occurs
A letting go of self,
Freedom becomes found
In your own depictions of reality to show
As you influence this earth
Through your story of strength
Your struggles to endure
You never gave up, your struggle will show,
You freed your existence from a story not your own
A fight endured, your faith well worn;
In this story,
Human faith will be shown
As you endure, each time once more
You did what was asked of you
Letting go and living in faith,
Allowing your narrative to now be told
Live in your destiny of choice, ravishing the fatigue upon
Your soul, a consciousness divided chasing freedom to decide
This gift now upon you
Your soul no longer plagued
Unleash your freedom as an acquisition of faith
Carrying sparks imaginative in a new perspective of consciousness
Show your artistic interpretation of yourself defined inward,
Gazing upon your soul of others exuding your identity of self
Now living in freedom of strength in a
Struggle of freedom; you decide
Purpose your new self as a tool to devise visions
Upon you as a sanctuary of relief;
A sight of intension, a sight to be
A human who has struggled, a human who has survived
Now defined
As a human who chose to decide
Relinquish your intricacies of self letting go,
Analyzations disrupting your influence of purity as,
An open canvass to receive;
As a reflection in those that see
Their own ability to become
An open decree
Of human aspiration
Glimmering in being
Arose and awaken
No longer living in shadowed apathy of self-loathing
No longer living in your relic of a self-reflection,
Disdain subdued;
A new life now lives,
It is who you are now becoming
Your best version of self
A life by pursuit,
Realization accepted
Transcend your plight against your arch enemy
A foe well conceived
A foe feigning to survive;
Light your illuminated self
As your muse rumbling to fight
Bringing forth, from an ideal now seen
Stimulate your inspirations as an impulsive beat
Conquering the ill defeated
Consuming voraciously any darkness remaining
Once a combustive sea of flames
Endured as incandescent light
Bring your insatiable ambition consuming your soul
To rise to your occasion of bliss lighting
Your true essence ornamenting your grace of
Human humanitarian poesy
Elegantly across the world
Your truth now embarked, a new reality conceived
Conceptions of the mind, you have now become
Illuminate your self expression interpreting this gift of humanity
Lighting impulsive reflections into a self
Eclipsing our history leading us on our paths
Of destiny to decide,
Revolving figuratively, to live in the dark
Or choose human light
A decision to say to each
What will you decide?
To live ungregarious with flesh unraveling,
Lost in intentional design, floundering in perspective,
Drowning in dark waters of deaths pursuit
When light hums freely across your existence
Caressing you through steps in life
Always silently, always without resolve
Just simply is, a passive whisper you never pause to hear
Until you stop and say
I cannot take one more step
When you drop to your knees
Pleading for it all to stop
For the bleeding of pain to cease
For mercy to find your path
You beg, you plead, denying what is next
Fighting against the lyre attuned to your soul
Saying I will not acquiesce;
Further and further you go, deeper into your soul
Scavenging for faith, sheer death if you don't leap
The pleading ensues, you cannot let go,
Fighting till the bitter end
Leaving hope to a whisper unheard
Your structure of self-closing,
Your fight is ending
You no longer care
Your purpose comes to an end
Unrealized, that is all that is here
Not in death will you die
From one perceptual death
To a metaphorical demise
Your light whispers, to give you faith to care
If you only knew, misguided as you were
The light always arrives through angels of myths
Giving you the strength to fight
A new definition entailed
A new fight to occur
To simply stop and let go
To take your step of faith
When stopping must live;
A new system of thought,
A new system of being
A transition to appear,
As a sudden burden of death
Just another step of faith
Transpire your aspirations as your source of strength
Conquering the unconquerable delivering your
Transcendence through perspiration of brute force;
Engage with the Blonde Beast within tasting upon the
Delicacies of human pursuits as blinded faith unyielding to death,
As courage to live in vibrancy inspired oscillations into your
Discourse of trust of your path unseen but touching your
Existence with the drumming beat of your human light
Pulsating into aspiring connotated allegories mythical by design,
Human by living, divine through your transcendence
Enrapture your allure to perspectives of faith at times foreign and lost in disguised insignificance in one’s life towards one step after the next as a system of being ensuing purposeful intentional design of a self walking this earth glaring their light of a life of faith well lived, as a journey of being human, leaving historical fiction as a narrative of theories left in ashes of a soul exhumed
Portray your artistry of interpretive design as a source of conveying your journey of a story being told
That in each of us, our narratives are our own, just as yours is your own
Engage with your history as your living work of art painting your expression of the pain of being human and your veracity to fight against its lure trapping you in disdainful melancholy surmising your ability to see what clearly sits right in front of you; your ability to stop, let go and see, I am the human light guided and being guided towards a path only not taken by choice, a path arriving simply by pausing to let its source of strength reach your existential self; a simple but many times elusive thing to see that requires nothing but for you to stop and simply let go, then the light will let you see, what has always been your guided existence without effort in intent, the purest state of being
Look carefully and you will see your craft of creation is a beautiful sight to see
While you have lived torn and destructed inside the will of human despair
Your journey of strength now defines your purpose in life;
It is not in the strength of persuasion or the art of rhetoric to define
But in your strength to take steps with no reason to have faith
As a matter of being, as an existential pursuit
To overcome life's obstacles through an instinctual desire to rise so;
In all matters of being
You do not run, nor do you hide
As yourself is well lived; scars of perceived defeat no longer worn
Just as me, just as you, we all have the strength to no longer hide, to engage with life's perceived brutality if a new reality is defined in each our own perspective, but in each the strength to rise better defined as an act of human creation, an act of being human, creating our works of art as we now believe; brutality, pain, disdain are only concerned as a rhetoricians depiction, not as we truly can engage, as opportunities to live in each moment's decision, the opportunity to live in the opportunity to decide, to live blackened by the dark or in the opportunity of the light
It is up to you to live as you are, beckoning your call of influence upon this earth no longer scouring, no longer searching to see, but as a human soul living to be, as a true aesthetic self, bringing your ideal of your purposeful existence beyond veiled masks covering your human instinctual desires of self-reflections distorting your mirrored self once shattered into pieces and into your chorus of a self living in freedom through acts of willed faith bringing your identity born upon this earth to deliver your acts of attrition against a self mirrored through reflections of self definitions through narrowed scopes of human nature to delineate your vision inward, denying your ability to recognize within is your Blonde Beast to rise, thoroughly and relentlessly through an artist's concept of realized idealization of what one person can be, in their simplicity of self, a human of born perfection, a crafted art of creation.
PART III
Feel the impulse of self-exposure relinquishing
Reflective admiration adorning yourself to attribute
Your sheathing existence, masking your soul
Hidden in you a faith unknown, only your life will show
Through your gaze, admiration sways within
A capturing of self to endure, an acceptance of self to be derived
Quietly, yet subtly undone, the facade vacates
Externalities in posturing, for the self to arrive
For the self to be, no longer longing, no longer in demise
But rising in a blissful cadence, in a rising sensual
Experience of a life of hardship undone, a life of
Waning purpose, among the sways, slowly admonished
Slowly occurring, slowly unraveling, a subtle effect;
A subtle release, now you are exposed, now you have arrived,
Under a sheath no more, a true reflection built off your impulse to be
An unmasked soul, an unwarranted thought, in your
Life you now live, in your blessing you now give
In yourself you will now love, as you have for others,
As you now do for you; giving yourself as an article of faith
As a perpetration of human consciousness devouring
The scathing sins of a human story told
Living in the breaths of your breaths
As a burden of self-love and compassion
You can now live
As a matter of being, as a matter of choice
Ravel your compassionate soul in its warm solitude in being
Capturing your essence of light and human belief;
Admire your tones, live in your admiration of self
Compassionate and caring,
Not just for others, but of yourself as you are,
A small touch of caring
That you are enough as you are
A creative purpose here to design
Your intentions and purpose
A craft you will define,
As your existence will be,
An artful definition
Of a human that simply cares
Now for yourself, as you have done
For others before
Drag your ubiquitous self across the burning flames in no fear of pain
Embellish your stance as from a fury within
Fighting with blinded sight, with a vision to see
Your past perception faded as a relic of disease
Devouring your internal sources of despair
Engage with your true self as a
Muse of extravagant creation,
Your imagination inquired
Your colors to be,
As a heart radiating light
Guiding yourself
Inward;
Into your self reborn
From where you came
You have journeyed to discover
A self evolving
A self becoming,
Blossomed from a soul
You now live
As nature gives
Without effort or intent
Yourself to grow
Live in your freedom of choice
Your life to decide
Only in the light
Will you revive
Your source of life,
Your beating pulse;
What drives you to be
Better each day,
A source of faith
For you to grab
For you to be
An impulse on being
A path to the light
Live and breathe in your disbelief
When your imagination leads you adrift;
This is your story, your life to be perceived
Only you can choose to allow others
To accept you as you are,
If only you may
Let go of the mirror
And be free
A transition from
Disbelief to faith to be conceived
Only you can deliver
Bringing your true self to transcend
Your aesthetics on being
Yourself as you are
A work of perfection brought to this earth
Now existing as it once was
As a symbol of what all of us can be
As you are now, again
Engage with your conflict unraveling
Your nature of beauty
Your source of desperation
Quieting your voice
Brought to this world
As an angel whispers
Delicately soothing the pain of others,
Allow yourself the courage
To engage conflict as it arrives
Your vision well ahead
Your sight beyond its grasp,
In this your essence
Shows itself to the world
This is me, and in this
I will be, as I simply am
An exposition of your art, your beauty transcended
Guiding your touches of light with each stroke of your brush,
Your brilliance arrives through your colors of choice
Painting pain and hate with your assortment of muses
With each touch of light;
Your allure becomes refined
As a gift upon you,
Your imagination now seen
Your artistry in effect, in humanity you create
A human purpose in art
Find love in your cycles of faith
In your human pursuits
Towards a life well lived
In your perspective of choice
Letting the blood of old drain
From a history of wrath
To decisions well made
Living in cycles no more
To a life well seen
Shift your inward self bringing your aesthetics of truth into arrival perspiring your faith
Through sleeves of blinded faith acting your will encouraged to be, as a lasting act in seeing
Your reflection of light through arousal of intentions, allowing your beam of light touching
As it did you, for others to will
To bring their best selves, a transparency in seeing, their lighted purpose derived from its source;
From the day you were born, to who you are now;
Clarity consumes you, the light is well received
Letting acceptance occur; let yourself in, to your new feelings, your emotions pursued, your self
Now conceived
A manifestation of life has occurred, as with all human beings
Self-exploration withstood;
Face your encounter with self-tolerating the self-exposed
Your vulnerability built out of strength, a new will to be performed;
Deliver your highest state of being, purpose now pursued
Let the adrift lay adrift, let your mirage thrive as aspirations to be inspired;
Your vision on being, now your highest state of acting
Aesthetics revealed, transcendence occurs
As you are now, a human work of art
Engage with the beauty of your beautiful inquiry reflecting your admiration for a human life well lived
Forgive your sordid past and love the taste of your freedom of release, its delicate tendencies
Providing you with purpose beautifully constructed as an architectural wonder
Leaving you inspired to pursue the labyrinths of design, just for you to discover
As you have done before, venturing into the unknown, it is your intention to do again;
Each twist a further love of life will grow, with each step, another layer of self will evolve,
Growing each time, you stop and look, what is in front of you only for you to see
A reflection, a thought, you will see, the architect is always looking for your needs
Acceptance is your weapon, your sword of faith, no matter the endurance needed, it is your choice
To believe in your nature as divinity exposed through decisions of choice, your vision to see
In each moment, in each gaze your state may bring, a sight of hope, a desire to be
The human work of art your life has led for reflection in those who receive your gaze
Of glistening light with a softness leaving your soul unto others in your life u now bring
Acquiescence to your purpose, your acceptance to wear, as your heart beats
So shall your faith now bleed upon this world with fervor and strength to give humanity
Your light now glistening with litany in hope, that each you will see will one day be
The artist they are; creative works of art
You will find a conjuring
Of a new spirit arrived
A new grasp upon you
A mind born anew
From the light you have found
Yourself, as you were, as you are now
On your journey of blind faith
Your journey believed
Past the gazes of history
Into your new story of self
In your perspective of choice
Now received long ago
Through one blind step
One act of faith
Descriptive of who you are,
Turn your anguish into
Your fate of no fear;
Resilient in your thoughts
Unfading in sight,
Turn into your visions of sight
A strength to manifest,
Have courage to release
Inclinations of your mind
Further your fury of fight
For your narrative of choice;
Live in your vision of lost transparency
Of turbulence arose through
Self-deplored indignation
Panicking your senses into
Deprivation to endure sins of
Your well pained eye
Of cyclical sin
Trapping you into a consciousness unknown
So boundaries are no more
In an aphorism of truth,
Your burdens well worn
With a warrior's grace
Through;
A thought
A reality
A vision to be,
Through your decisions of ideals
In your mirage of dreams
You have decided to bring
For all to receive
Your description of faith
Your reality now seen
Through your mirage of dreams, in idealist expression
Impressing upon this earth your armor of belief
Usurping rationality, debilitating fears of analysis to
Smoldering constructs of defeat compelling
Your mirage through the manifestations of a dream, a reality
From a thought to acquired inquisition of self
In stories of decisions now made, perception has arrived
We have all lived in our faith of choice
In the terror of failure
As a written history of pain
But each of us have a decision to make
Today is a choice, a decision to decide
Today I will be better
Today I will no longer hide
With fear long gone,
Dying in antiquities
Of yesterday mourned,
Only in steps forward
Will my attention be held
A new path inward
A consciousness of choice
With one foot in front of the other
Each step I will decide
To live in the beauty humanity provides
With just a moment's perspective
It is my life to decide
To live in my narrative of choice
Living in my humanity as art,
With others I shall be
A human work of art,
My life will be seen
I have dug into the trenches of death scouring the depths of my disdain to discover
I have so much more to offer, so much yet to be seen;
Beneath it all, the misery of my human journey
Transpires a soul well lived, a soul I have seen to uncover
As a narrative of my own, my story will come to be
As a life of myth, as life I see, we each want to live
In our own brief existence; we each have our story to show
I have swum through the river of delicate erosion
Sabotaging myself with fined attunement and acute savagery
As an artistic infusion of self as an unwanted disease
I found faith in the river of the damned, in my vices of pursuit tormenting my blissful light
Damaging a once pure soul, once thought to be dead, now living in vibrant beauty
Once forgotten, a mirror of concern; I reflected without light, found my way through the dark
A forbidden precept of a human born into the light, fighting against darkness, again engaged
With my path well lit, my journey well worn, my sleeves no longer tear
When emotions are conceived;
In courage I stepped forward, as a warrior of human faith, a human story to see,
I fought the wicked concepts of a human's demise, living in disdain as a theory on being,
Withstanding the brutality of human desires, vices now lived as virtues, quainting my natural
Instinct to abstain from a poor life not lived, but while engaged, just a bit of me held steady
So I could transpose my desires as a script of what each of us should be, a theory of self
A simplicity on being, to bring forth our lives to live in how I believe a human life should be
Even when everyone writes your ticket to hell, you fight to the bitter end
As light living in darkness, but darkness not within,
Confined to a notion, a notion not of your own, tied to a self, a self not yourself in being;
You never gave in, you never fought more than was needed and when tough times arrived
You never fought the dark with darkness, always being true in some form,
Never engaging out of the same human pain, even when it wore you well thin
Always leading, always driving, when the decisions arrive, this is who I am, now you can see
As a matter of choice, with a consciousness of knowing
This is the path I chose, I will wear it to the end
I, as each of us, know human pain, sometimes perceived, sometimes a force of nature
But each time pain strides its blunt savagery upon us, we must decide, who am I to be
In the volatility of humanity, only you can decide, to respond to the dark or live in the light
Then you can live in your own narrative of choice, a consciousness in being
A consciousness now your own
Brute strength of will constrained you from entering the gates of hell
Always fighting, always thwarting hell's human disdain
Towards your resilience of pure human faith
Fighting each day, knowing hell is only one choice away
Your strength now shining through resilience well built
Your consciousness now woven into your past well fought,
Against the pain and anger, striking you with contempt
Raising your heart upon your chin taking each blow
With faith in your human light, you stare within;
Finding your source of strength, hammering your human pain
Saying hell, I will never concede to your destructive path
To consume myself through disgust as a disease
Rotting myself until my soul is yours to devour
To live in your eternity of human torment, is not my story
I have beaten you back with my brilliance of art
Berated you to cease as an amusement of my whims
Through the power of faith, delivered through choice
Humanity has risen to a strength you shall never break,
Our belief in the light too strong, to vigilant
Against your actions scorning your own history
Failing to overcome your petulance against bliss,
Your ancient childlike behavior displaying your
Disposition of hate against your self-inflicted pain
Living in your wounds bleeding your true feelings
Of someone in pain, simply screaming for your desire
For a touch of love and compassion and acceptance like all
Your path now shown, let humanity reign, as we will guide you
As we now live, each day, in the consciousness of bliss
Your strength in your fight is your new definition of self
A conqueror of pain, a warrior of faith
Delivering your light when you could not see
Blinded at times, but never truly lost, as you now know
You were always still you, just struggling to survive
With your perspective twisted in a story delivered
Through mirrored lenses distorting your
Self into narratives of history foreign in nature,
But now accepted as human growth
Your lessons to learn, your life to overcome
One day after the other, you never backed down
Saying one day, this day will be better
Until it arrives and all is understood
You are a human being, who lives in our purpose
To experience our challenges with strength of faith
As our duty upon us, as we were designed to decide
To no longer live, as the story of Satan provides,
The pain it will cause if we give in
To our fears that arrive when we live in blind faith,
Our fears just perspective, but always our choice
To rise to our risen selves, just as you have
Through your relentless nature
Always guided by light
You battled the demons of ancient lore, as many before
Purged yourself to the brink of compulsive despair
Only to fight with your inner vigor luminating
Darkness even when living in its depths
You continued forward, fighting for what you believe
Leaving behind your history you once perceived
Into a life of compassion of care
Now living to touch others with
Your heart of beating faith,
Your soul now grown
Into your humanity guiding the hands of those misguided
Yielding your weapon of choice knowing each may decide
To live as you now live, beckoning your calling
Living as each human should live
As a symbol of light
Amongst others, you will now shine
As a human work of art
Designed to create
Humanity’s purpose to rise free
Through consciousness of choice
To live in the light
Is our life's path
As we were born
Into the truth
We can all now see
You have fought the burdens of rage and anger seeking pain to devour your misery haunting you with destruction through self-indignation engaging with your human desires quelling your pureness so the dark may lurk to seek you out keeping you in your chaos of choices allowing your faith to be lost in perceptions of concepts eating your flesh, wounding your soul through whispers unheard, parting yourself into lived imagery depicting your aesthetics as conflicted between the two, yourself seen and who you are to be, a conflict in being we all search to resolve
Your path, like each of us is your own, your decisions, your desire to be better with darkness engulfing you, extorting the worst of you to rise into the world paining your eyes, causing you to cringe
But in your path, you found reflection of faith, while screaming for relief, as your strength in not succumbing when tombs of graves awaited my arrival is where my human growth revealed its sight to my vision seeking faith
Now saying, if only I knew to live in this strength then as I do now, resilience is a blessing, a system of human faith
You do not give up or back down, you engage with pure belief, simply living by the light, listening for signs to arise so you can learn, when to let go and when to dig in, now living in you as who it is that you are
Living in the beauty of the human experience,
Recognizing what lays in front of you;
Your life to grab, your life to engage
In your daily life
Humanity will be seen
Wearing your aspirations to be better
With your heart showing your true self
As a person that cares, as a person who loves
All this life brings, all your ambition can see
To be the best human you can become
Further you step into the rays of light,
Further you are guided,
Blindly you have gone
Blindly you will go
To bring yourself to humanity
As we all will one day
Walking directly into our paths, blindly entering the challenges before us;
Unwavering in thought, decisive through human compassion;
Giving ourselves to become transfusions of human beauty
Once a perspective in thought, now a path well worn
Gauge your foresight of self through the idea of human love
Measure your success through each person who feels
Your care of a human wearing their emotions
With a bleeding heart;
Live in the love of your heart well shown,
In compassion of self, now compassion for all
Tell your story through deliverance of your soul
Bringing your best self to life as it is
Walk into each day as humanity’s concern
Giving each day compassionate human care,
A belief in being
A belief in seeing
In your steps of faith, as all you needed to show
Blindly you go, with human faith you now live
You have engaged with your worst human dispositions
Finding love for oneself
Through beration
And disturbance of your soul
Carving out your true nature,
The Blonde Beast never to succumb
Giving yourself faith,
Your consciousness unwavering
You have the obligation to overcome
You have the duty to endure
Standing in yourself not as a pattern of fate
But as a human creating
Purposeful insight,
Of reality defined
Like all works of art
Transcendence will occur
Exposing yourself
As the beacon of light you are
Let the beauty you perceive blind you,
Building your constructs of faith
Layer by layer, your reality will be conceived
Lighted through fascination
In the human definitions
Of a life to live
Guided by the light
Your heart believes
Just as you, I have done
We will overcome
Our animosity of disdain
Our pain to whither
Into ashes,
Flames burning no more
Love is your new source of strength
Burning inside you
Igniting your fuel
Propelling you through
Life as it is
A spectrum of emotions
And desire of concern
Motioned into being
For us to overcome
Given to us as choices to decide,
Fight from our inner light;
The strength to live within
As humanity exists
Just so we can perceive
Our challenges in courage
Our fight living to be lit
Through your human faith
Humanity will believe
Reality has arrived pursuing us to battle
As warriors to derive
Human nature portrayed
Through written narratives to decide
Your consciousness of choice
It is in each of us to give our truest self to each moment living in faith
Through our most savoriest of sins, forging our identities when
Exposed to opportunities to decide;
I choose belief and hope, I choose to be better
Ravish your life with blatant opposition to sins of behavior you have long desired to quell,
Creating a new work of art in each moment you decide
Bringing you exposition of art from a thought to fruition, from an idea to creation
Let your colors brush the brutality of life with your vibrant passion of truth
Collaging your artistry of human imagination
Exhibiting your courage to see
A new reality depicted
Your artistry defined
Breaking molded sculptures built long ago
Crumbling to the effects
Of new human life longing to be exposed
With each stroke you paint over veiled perceptions
Transcending your source of inspiration
Inspiring persistence in your relentless pursuits
Conveying your forms of thought,
Across your canvass of human existence
Washing resistance away,
Lighting the path to follow
Through colors inspiring your belief in human light
So we can all live as human works of art
PART IV
Being is your soul's purpose, an existence in self
Your purpose to discover, your purpose to unravel
A true self walking this earth, a true self yet seen
By shedding your tears of your past
By letting go of your history of wrath
Your purgatory will settle, your fight will relieve
A conscious being for you to see
A person who cares, a person who is
A passionate soul trying to be
A beautiful art of perfection that I now want you to believe
The beauty of the self is a burden deep inside of us
A hidden gem in search of being sought,
A seeking sparkle of human purpose
If you can only see
What lives in you as a
Purposeful design
In will of intention
A discovery of yourself
That comes to be
Once you leave your purgatory behind
A self imposed inflection of a human life lived
You have given yourself
For others to see
Now it is time to let go
So you too, will be
A human work of art
A beautiful person in creation
The myth of what it is to be
A human being
A soul well worn, a soul
To see, a path of human life
A guidance to follow
Your steps in life have at times led you astray
Your beliefs in life picked you up when you fell
Each time after the next, you rose to stand
Your construct of mind, your desire to be
The formidable force you are, a fighter against human pain
You do not give up, you never have
It is built into you with firm belief
To simply keep going, when all has failed
To simply keep moving, when life entails
Pained deliverance upon you, a relentless toll
Of being human and suffering has accrued
In your humanity, your history is told
Your desired relief from what pains you
Your desired resilience to what quells you
Attempts to force you to your knees
Forces you to acquiescence to fate,
A moment’s thought and you just may
On this very day, say, today, I can be
The strength of what I endure, a symbol
Of human faith, a symbol of who I am
Because today my pain has fell before my beliefs
Certainty in your strength, belief against a painful fate
You grasp your sense of self, your sense of purpose
Gaining yourself from within, finding yourself in between
Two stories of self, one in denial, one in pure human faith
A story to be told, a narrative of intent, let your intentions rise
To belief in yourself as the beautiful creature you are,
As an incredible work of art, a masterpiece to be perceived
To recognize your shimmering light, an arousal of sight
To become a fragrance of bliss, a carefully crafted art
Faith in yourself is a destiny of choice
As you write your own script, a narration
To devise, a decision to decide
To live free from self-inflicted pain
A history for you to decide
As one day you will see
You saturate yourself with blissful purpose
An expression of your art as a beautiful self
A perfect pleasantry upon your eyes
A soothing comfort for your soul,
A place for you to rest your own misery of self away;
A vulnerable self-expression, allowing you to be
In you, what I would like you to see
Is a human work of art, I want you to see
An arisen perspective of human life,
A belief in each of us to be
A being of struggle and purpose
With the strength to rise, with the strength to overcome
All life's struggles, a purgatory no more
If only you decide on this day, that you are an intention of will
An intention for others, a perception for others to believe
That they too will not succumb to hauntings in disguise
Muses of a fate delivering deception in their mind's eye;
Devouring our ability to release ourselves from fears of forethought,
Conjectures of seeing, what is not our own visions of sight
To continue to discover, to continue to derive
From our pained struggles, is a self created
Of paintings of artistry inside each of us;
A dissemination of muses, purgatory released
From within you must engage, from within you may see
Your true nature resting to be released
Your struggle to fight, your fight to be, built off perceptions,
Of who you want to be
An illusion in the making, an illusion well lived
In your thoughts of who you were meant to be
If you just look deeper, further than the mirage
Deep inside, you will come to see
Your struggle to set you free
Exists as a decision, to let your soul rise
Against your burdens of perception
That allow you to hide
But as you rose before, stood in the face of anger and hate
Stood in the roaring winds of your history long lived
To endure once more, as a symbol of strength
To be the one that lives in your perceived tragedy no more
To no longer hide, but live in your own narrative told
Through trials of your strength, burdens upon your existence you rise against
Your self inflicted wounds, your burial of rotted flesh to decompose
Beneath this earth you will send your pained existence
To send the symbol of ill will his desired metaphors upon you
As a gift of your strength, I will allow you to live in me no more
PART V
Find your destiny of choice to deliver a sanctuary of faith canvassing your art, transcending the human experience into divine collages of blind human faith
Let your inspiration accrue
Let yourself bathe
In your conjuring of self
In your will to rise
Gathering your spirit
Letting your light arise
A beautiful peace aroused
In perceptions you will
Again, fight against
Burgeoning conjectures now subdued;
Ill wanted speckles of
Your painted past
Now unwoven
With your narration denied
In your story
You will define
Your narrative of truth
Your self now defined
Through perspective and choice
You have freed your
Condemnations of self,
Your inward decline
And live free
As only you, should;
This is your path
For others to live
As you are now
Free from a history of
A declineated fate
And in your story of choice, others
In their narrative of choice
Just as you have, become
An axiom of human faith
That each day
We may all decide
Today will be different
With one step of blind faith
In your direction of choice
A direction of consciousness
That now bleeds
Toward your compass innate
Guiding yourself in this world
In every moment you now live
In each step of faith
Your story defined
Light your lit flame as your guiding light
Arousing the senses for others to perceive
Your desire to live, with your heart well worn
Once tattered and torn, now thriving in beats
A pulsation of endurance, a beating will to live
Your flame well lit, your heart well shown
With gazes upon you, you continue to grow
With each beat, your flame deepens its glow;
A lit brilliance, your life now shows
A strength and courage, a will unknown
In pursuit you are, to live as to be
An encourager of faith, in what each of us believe
The person we can become
If we only have faith and a desire to let go
Of our human inclinations
Our disturbances of being
To breed our dimmed lights into flames of human growth
So one after the next, feel each another’s light
Impress upon your warranted soul,
Exposure caressing blinded images of dystopia flourishing through
Slides of realism diminishing insight to mere fragmented concepts derived
In space and time not yet existed, depicted through art derived from a simple thought,
An idea to be created through mastery of self, an idea conceived in a realm unknown
Brought into this world as your artful impressionism of sensory experience flourishing through
Revelations born into you as spatial circumstances occurring as light penetrating a line of sight
A radiance intentfully arising as you open your eyes; turn what previously was inconceivable too
Born of the light, only you can see, an interpretation designed as your divine light into
Perceptions of bliss, as a new reality conceived
A token of thought, a fracture of feeling,
A new sense of arrival
Your new senses aroused
Exciting in you a thought to be created
To bring yourself
As a perfect work of art
A warrior of all that could be
An artist of human canvases
Let the brutal warfare cease
Let it reside in your comfort of ease
You self of purpose
In your perceptions you will lose your identity once belonging
To a self undisclosed, to a self foreign to you
Arriving when lost, just in time for you to gain
From your loss of potentiality, a new being will begin
As you always thought, as you always wanted to be
Now living from within, a new vision to perceive
Potentiality now reached, you are living as you are,
Feelings disoriented, acceptance must heed
As you now must realize, what you have obtained;
A lifelong accomplishment
In pursuit you have been
Now to be, living in
Your potential of self
Now not a thought to be
But your reality to see
You are what you have willed
You are what you started out to be
In this you will feel, isolation of sorts
Feelings of loneliness, as potentiality became fate
With understanding and care
That this is you now
Your desired state of existence
Coming to fruition of human will;
You can no longer look back
Into a self you once were,
Now a foreign substance
No relation to you
An aberration first perceived
In time you will feel
Not your history of self
But as you are now
As you always were, as you wanted to be
From the day you first conceived
Of all that you may be;
Uncovered in this journey;
Discovered through blind faith;
You can now look back and say that is me no more
Reparations endured as encouraged acts of faith,
A willingness to stand, a belief to say
In me rests a human of desire and inhibitions
At times leading me as lost, as others showing me
Lessons well needed to occur,
A built structure of learning
A built human out of a life well lived
A new-found ability, to arise when in pain
When humility in being pervades
You look inside and say;
Reparations implied, my sense of being unharmed;
Continue forward, so myself will lay
Not in my constructed shame
But in my strength to overcome
My human inclinations not as a fate
But a symbol to rise above,
In each step, in each barrier to break
A new sense of living, a past just a journey;
A path to be learned
One after the other
Until the day comes
When all lessons have been learned
Growing yourself into a human well born
Live in your potentiality in being, a thought, a conjecture
An image derived, from your sense of a human being
A desire to be, a vision to pursue;
Bring your imagination from a thought
Into your life of living,
Guide your imagination to compel you forward,
A lucid depiction of your aspirations attuning
From your light will derive
Your artistic impression of self
Upon this world, from a mere will of thought
Creating a departure from
An existential crisis to be endured,
Past the fear of lost potentiality
And into your steps of blind pursuits
Leaving your uncertainty behind
So your story arrives, a departure from, and ascension too
Uncertainty in deciding is a human conception
Born into us to guide us from our frailties
Protecting us from losing our senses,
Our identities of circumstance,
Our selves built as defined by others,
Holding us captive, to outward appearances
Defining our being, to a definition not our own;
In this path you have shown, your fear in uncertainty,
Your fear of change, in losing your social consciousness,
A comfort in being, a reliance on others;
Fear resides, to protect yourself from losing
An identity well built, and identity well defined
But it is up to you to let go and have faith
That in uncertainty is built, a life free of fear,
A process to be entered, a step to be taken
As an opportunity in being, as an opportunity to decide
To deliver your true self, in despite of others
To build a self solely on self-reliance
Defining your being, tuning yourself to listen
To what lays deep inside
A longing for being, a longing to discover
An apparent artifact from within
That only you can believe
To be your true self,
For you to discover
So in time, others can see your discovery
Built from a choice, a decision in deciding
Through your acts of blind faith
That you have so much more
Uncover your wrath of fury persisting through your hatred in your own disdain
Forging your new self now holding its grip
Fight from your new found art to
Stand in your intrusion to truth
Perspire through saying,
Me towards only one path insight;
Clarity conforming,
To my true sense of purpose
Let your anger rise, let the muse be unseen
A force of action, a force in faith you believe
Let it in, the pain, the anger, the fury of your might
As a purpose you must bear
As intentional rising of disturbance
To force yourself from despair
Let it burn through you, to die in flames
A tangible feeling, to set you on fire
A lost compulsion,
Human emotions aroused,
Fueling yourself to soon extinguish these flames
Of your lost sense of self
Your lost dignity now gone
To inspire
While in search of;
I will no longer fear
My human emotions of grief, pain, and human despair
End
Amrican Poet Human As Art
By R. Cary
Copyright 2019