Dread of Acidic Tears
By R. Cary
The dread of acidic tears burning my future to misery’s company pairing certainty
Persuading my senses to run to hide in momentum, my consciousness exhausted
Wanting, lacking in thereof wondering amusement in persuasion of purpose chosen
My fated monotony prolific in destiny determined my tears run in conscious streams
Subduing the future I, the I only seen in isolation, in fatigue, corroborating the searing
Of my skin, burning a void, as I run in lacking movement, a constant motion of
Existential paralyzation my future living in static agonized despondency as I learn
To love in misery’s company, a resiliency sworn subjugating the present I to the
Loss of my future I; remorse confiscating my heart only seeks to concede against
My purpose of up high I reside, this toll will exceed my devised truth pursuing my
Obligations, as I wait in denial; destination aroused, embodiment upends my recognition
Towards inbound fate pressuring into distillation, this acid of my tears, the dread of my
Momentum my burden to wear bearing my weight of this world concaving the strength
Of my soul; excessiveness, this loss, widening this void extolling pressure depleting
My consciousness into derangement hopeless futility wiping the stars to darkened
Night; gone, deceased, leaving atonement no hope becoming unlit deeper this void widens
The darkness rising, suffocating, to die of lack of air an inability to breath my chest
Breathless, burning, my eternity swallowing the void born of acidic tears, eternally
Nothing existing beneath my fate, only this nothingness swallowing the whole of my void,
The atlas of my life, the void of our lives weighing upon the defined courage to live
Until our burdens heighten into depths we can no longer bear, in the loss of the future I
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Dread of Acidic Tears
By R. Cary
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